Take a breath and live

It is April now, the time never wait for us and a quarter of 2017 has passed. I have submitted my upu application in these two months, the deadline was dropping at 6 April but because of my recklessness, I think I have arranged wrongly about my school and I began to worry about it. I put UKM law as my first choice , UKM business as my second choice and uum law as my third choice. Lord, I cannot wait to enter ukm as a law student, please give it to me. Law is the only course I want. 

From my form six life started, I kept emphasizing and work hard to get a good results just to secure a place in public universities. But since UM has changed their requirement which is they only accept art stream students as law students. In contrary, it means matriculation who wants to do law will only can apply for UKM and UUM to achieve their goals. This brings UKM more competitive. May UKM will make a wise choice and a more adequate range in accepting students. Muet is also a problem for many peoples, like me. I only achieved a band 4 in muet which is I just met the requirement but not that as firm as the person who gets band 5. I really work very hard to improve it and I hope I can have a better performance when interview. I had went through my form six life and achieved what I want by leaps and bound, but I know it is all God's graces. May I can continue with seeking God's faith to let my faith grow more stronger. Wish I can follow God's commandments and learn to be more humble. 

Great chapter in my life

After one and half year, my form six life had finished I got my result on 28 of Feb. Unexpectedly, I got 4 flat for my STPM, it's 4 flat, no kidding. I thought I cannot achieve my goal since I studied form six because my sejarah I got one B- and my econs i got one C+, but luckily, i think the A of two sems have covered my B- and C+ plus it only occupied a small percentage in those subjects. I felt very grateful because one of my dream and goal had accomplished. Thank you Lord. Now I make sure law is the course I want and I must get it. Yes, I didn't pass the quali when spm , it makes me feels regret because I don't now why my English can be B+ at that time. It makes sense that my English was not enough good, I know.

I did many researches since I have a seven months holiday, i found that interview's questions were quite hard because they want you think rational and want you think critically. I have to build up my confident in these time because I want law, so much. Only one step I can make my dreams come true, although it needs muet band 5 to graduate from the law school and I only got band 4 in muet, but I believe I can get band 5 in the future. Lastly, with God, all things are possible. I can do anything through He strengthen me. Praise the Lord, Amen.